taste--for--suicidal

im gay im alive im tired and im not new in town
im not dead
also this actually tyler btw not some like robot or some shit lmao
guys im gay
i love life
bless

idk i havent been active here at all lately but ???????? im suddenly realizing that a lot of the ppl i was in contact w from like 2012-2013 are either gone or have changed accts and i miss ??????? a lot of them oh jeez,,
shit a ton of stuff has happened in the past few months lmao
i went to the hospital twice
so that makes three times
iwas basically planning to od on my prescription pills
i went to vegas over spring break and my sister got married which is p nice
im in a therapy program again
idk idk idk,, im just really tired now

four days until christmas and i have a ton of poems to write for presents by e gotta blast im so busy rn

hey guys. im not as depressed as i used to be

_{I work at party city and its hell I'm only on my first week I hate it so much but like. eh}